you think i'd learn

i rarely follow advice that i am given.

even if i know its good. unless i agree with it.

like, one hundred percent whole-body agree with it.
i don't have much of a problem with this.

a happy thought

enjoying being on my own. being my own master.
there are a lot of amazing people in my life.

something to remember

there is really no good way to ask someone to assure you that you're special to them.
it's all about action. and actions are constantly developing, changing.

and what you are to one person, can't change everything. or possibly anything.

lesson learned

my spirits have been gradually lightening, my momentum is finally rolling forward.

unexpected events made me realize that i should focus on my own strengths and stop worrying about anyone else's. i can only be the best that i can and hope that is enough, what other people have to offer does not negate my own positive qualities.

its a nice new perspective to have.
i am feeling really good, i think good things are in store.

fear

i think i may have figured out what i am afraid of.
not being good enough and not getting a fair chance.