all the leaves are new

being not-good feels kinda-good.
we're into october people. let's shake things up.

i like my life.

on my mind

• zines.
• finances.
• new clothes.
• my basement.
• loneliness.
• yoga.
• radiolab.
• canning.

turns out i'm wrong

i just spent two days receiving amazing advice.
and it made me feel just right.

i wonder

will i ever get over the desire to be taken care of?
is it purely perspective that leaves one feeling like they give and never receive?

i'm not going to stop giving. perhaps my perspective will change.

My heart went oops, the moment that we meant.  
My heart went, "Oops!" I never will forget.
My heart turned hoops The moment that I met you.

to be taken care of is simply something i desire much.