it needs to happen

tomorrow is march first.
i have a lot of things that i want to do and they require money.

if i look at my finances, it is achievable.
but in my heart, it doesn't feel achievable.

how can i rectify this?

two most important things:
    •    running shoes (85)
    •    insulation (90)
    •    excel courses (90)
    •    a treat for myself (22)

i need to lock down my spending.